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hmm, looks like alot has happened for quite some time. lets see, i'm losing alot of friends, the connection we had there is lost. school sucks now, i got the grades, it's like there's no point to go anymore, for people, or for an education. i have myself now, and i'm trying to make the best of it. i don't know whats happening with Telefon, its dead,i want to make a new band, just me, and i will perform, it's going to take some time. now that i have a job, im putting all the money into a savings account, and buying, speakers, keyboards, software,laptop,foot pedals,mixer,mic,and an amp for my fender.i've been listening to the same album for the last week, im tired of people being happy, and see their smiles on those false eyes. i really want to punch someone in the face at school, or a huge group. people secludes themselves from me, i'm not a brat or anything, but like only one person talks to me at lunch. what the fuck. and what's up with peoples styles, why does everyone say, "they want this or, i'd wish i could wear that, or where did you find those, cuz i want a pair." slice their fucking faces. clairemont has really fallen down the shit hole this year, and i am here to witness it. i would like to erase everything i know now till the summer, i don't want to remember anymore. now i'm here, life is chaos, like fire from a busted gun. it's all over now.