brought to you by list june 24 2006
I've been alternating between feeling really awesome and feeling weird and tired and sick. the fact that i learned how to breathe fire yesterday probably has a lot to do with both of those things.
overall i'm happier than i expected to be, just tired and sick.
it is leonard cohen weather.
I keep running into people all of a sudden.
turning into a real person in the smallest retardedest ways. i have a long way to go before i am a real person. I am a real person right now.
is it bad that i use words like retarded?
i need to get a job and move somewhere far away
i keep thinking that worrying will do more harm than good but i also keep putting it off. i hate that being productive has to mean sitting in front of a computer in my room sometimes.
going for a ton of really good walks.
being hungry. i keep finding rice cakes.
wearing a jean jacket, having found one in the garbage just after thinking about how i wanted one that morning.
everything being really summercampy. campfire, crafts involving popsicle sticks
wishing so hard that i had real popsicle sticks that used to be attatched to popsicles rather than ones from the risd store
i have 3 real ones and one uneaten popsicle
bones
anxiety disorder hypochonidria shopping via wikipedia. you know what im talking about? there are things i think that are unreasonable but i cant tell if i want to stop thinking them.
diary entries
im tired but not angry at myself for being tired, which is something i might have been some other time. remember last summer? ugh!
noahs here! cool
overall i'm happier than i expected to be, just tired and sick.
it is leonard cohen weather.
I keep running into people all of a sudden.
turning into a real person in the smallest retardedest ways. i have a long way to go before i am a real person. I am a real person right now.
is it bad that i use words like retarded?
i need to get a job and move somewhere far away
i keep thinking that worrying will do more harm than good but i also keep putting it off. i hate that being productive has to mean sitting in front of a computer in my room sometimes.
going for a ton of really good walks.
being hungry. i keep finding rice cakes.
wearing a jean jacket, having found one in the garbage just after thinking about how i wanted one that morning.
everything being really summercampy. campfire, crafts involving popsicle sticks
wishing so hard that i had real popsicle sticks that used to be attatched to popsicles rather than ones from the risd store
i have 3 real ones and one uneaten popsicle
bones
anxiety disorder hypochonidria shopping via wikipedia. you know what im talking about? there are things i think that are unreasonable but i cant tell if i want to stop thinking them.
diary entries
im tired but not angry at myself for being tired, which is something i might have been some other time. remember last summer? ugh!
noahs here! cool