Questionnaire
So I decided to fill it out and post it. So the world will know how boring I am.
1. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
-To be in any part or aspect in life and be able to say you enjoy everything.
2. What is your greatest fear?
-To loose myself or sell myself short when I know so much more could be achieved.
3. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
- Laziness, procrastination, and random fits of impulsiveness that tend to land me in a seat in front of officer Delgado, being too lazy to explain the situation and procrastinating to pay the fine.
4. What is the trait you most deplore in others?
-When a person is their own obstacle to achieve the things they want and are able to do. Hypocrisy, though I'm sure I've done it once, when I said I wouldn't be bribed EVER and next thing I know I'm nursing a good coffee and danish and handing car keys over. Stupidity, I can handle for three seconds before I throttle the person.
5. Which living person do you most admire?
-Everyone I admire is dead, sorry. Wait, Ann, my mentor.
6. What is your greatest extravagance?
-Music, it is my soul. For every note that is played a story of my life is told.
7. What is your current state of mind?
-Serene.
8. What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
-Sexyness. Its great but its not really needed.
9. On what occasion do you lie?
-I try to never. Lies are like collecting dominos, the more you tell lies the more you accumulate. Why would a person want a house full of dominos? Oh wait! I lie A LOT around Christmas and birthdays 'What? its Christmas already, sorry I forgot to get you something'
10. What do you most dislike about your appearance?
-My ass, there isn't one. When god was handing them out I was the last one in line, so he said 'sorry kid ran out but here you can have a double dosage of breast and sarcasm'.
11. Which living person do you most despise?
-To despise someone I would need a sense of emotional attachment. I don't attach emotions to most people I know, why would I to someone I don't?
12. What is the quality you most like in a man?
-Regardless of race, religion, and sexual orientation a man that is confident in himself but is not egotistical.
13. What is the quality you most like in a woman?
-A woman that has overcome many obstacles in a society that has set out to detain her, but has not sold herself to do it.
14. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
-"Wicked", "Fine", "tre bien"
15. What or who is the greatest love of your life?
-Music, writing, and my dog, but he's expendable.
16. When and where were you happiest?
-What is happiness? I would say serene, San Francisco when I realized I could hide from the world if I ever chose to.
17. Which talent would you most like to have?
-To be more sympathetic to others feelings. Frigid much?
18. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
-I can be pretty cold, perhaps more caring.
19. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
-Turning my life around completely.
20. If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be?
-I'd want to come back as a blues musician, but with my luck I'd be some unhappy CEO that moonlights as a drag queen.
21. Where would you most like to live?
-Alaska or England, somewhere cold.
22. What is your most treasured possession?
-An Oscar de la Renta vest my mother gave me, it was the first 'couture' thing she owned that the world didn't frown at, and could afford. Of course the vest is probably as old as I am.
23. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
-To be alive when all you wish for is death, and have nothing to live for.
24. What is your favorite occupation?
-To observe people. Ideas, musings, and emotions can come from this, not to mention I learned picking your nose looks really bad.
25. What is your most marked characteristic?
-My cocky sarcastic humor. "Oh, you mean that girl who's sarcastic and thinks she's the shit?" "Yeah that's her" - Me walking in on a conversation about myself.
26. What do you most value in your friends?
-Integrity, they're not really a friend if they can lie to your face.
27. Who are your favorite writers?
-Whitley Strieber, Vicki Patterson, Mercedes Lackey, way to many to mention.
28. Who is your hero of fiction?
-Beka Cooper and Miriam.
29. Which historical figure do you most identify with?
-Tough one... Napoleon, minus the physical stature.
30. Who are your heroes in real life?
-My mother, my teacher, my mentor.
31. What are your favorite names?
-Gabrielle, Alexandra, Darien. I cant believe I actually answered that question. Ridiculous.
32. What is it that you most dislike?
-Bigots and small pink dogs.
33. What is your greatest regret?
-My innocence, as a child in my haste to grow up I lost it young. However, perhaps important decisions might not have had the outcome I wanted if I still had it. So, nothing, no regrets.
34. How would you like to die?
-Knowing that I have achieved everything in life I set out to do, if I have than the most painful death afterwards it would be something minimal in exchange.
35. What is your motto?
-I would rather be dead than alive and not living.