tired and can hardly talk

May 30, 2005 19:43

Well, Mark called me today.....I told him we need to sit down and talk....

He told me "NO" He said the problem is bc I live up here and he lives down there. And the problem would be solved when I get my money thing situated. Then I move down there.

When he has a problem with me or anything he comes to me and we sit down and we talk about it. What about if the other person? Aren't I aloud to say something?
Or am I just like one of those women that always stands behind the man instead of standing equal to him. I thought we were supposed to be equal? If one person had a problem it would be talked about and delt with.....
Some I feel he does not care about the way I feel or the way I feel since I am the other part of this relationship...............like he is aloud to make his feelings known when he has something to say but, ME, I am not aloud, Maybe mine does not mean as much..............this is what makes me close myself in.....it makes me not want to talk to anybody.......it makes me put a wall up that i worked very hard to break it down.......................

I don't know........I feel confused and lost and frustrated and right now I can hardly talk bc he gave me some kind of cold.
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