You hear a lot of songs about first loves. You don't hear a lot about second loves, but this one speaks to me:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24wJJ9kkZbo One day you'll see him and you'll know what I mean.
Take him or leave him he will still be the same.
He'll not try to buy you with his time.
But nothing's the same, as you will see when he's gone.
It's foreign on this side,
And I'll not leave my home again.
There's no place to hide
And I'm nothing but scared.
You dream of colors that have never been made,
You imagine songs that have never been played.
They will try to buy you and your mind.
Only the curious have something to find.
It's foreign on this side,
And the truth is a bitter friend.
But reasons few have I to go back again.
Your first dawn blinded you, left you cursing the day.
Entrance is crucial and it's not without pain.
There's no path to follow, once youre here.
You'll climb up the slide and then you'll slide down the stairs.
It's foreign on this side,
But it feels like I'm home again.
There's no place to hide
But I don't think I'm scared.
I have to change some of the pronouns to make it fit, but yeah.
Love you, Matt. <3