tick.. tock.. ready to go...
am i alone in feeling this way?
so i'm about to do something so terrible i might not forgive myself.. he might not... but i need to. it's better to do it now than procrastinate like i have been.
i'm not very fond of myself right now.
p.s.
i can almost promise you that i've lied to you once... and for that i'm deeply sorry. i wish i could gather everybody i know into one place. and tell each one what i've lied to them about, no matter how tiny it is.. and see how many people really stay.. maybe they really care. maybe i'm not the only one who lies.. alot.
i need to revaluate my life. desperately.