Feb 14, 2005 16:40
Maybe it's the sinus infection talking (yes, I'm sick yet *again*) or maybe I should finally admit I'm depressed.
Lately, I feel like nothing more than a placeholder for my own life - two dimensional and completely lacking in substance. I've seen my potential to be happy, but I just can't seem to make it manifest here in this life. Every effort feels empty and futile, and simply waking up every day had become a struggle. I'm worthless today.