Jul 17, 2006 04:27
so...
...I feel... used and unloved... I feel like I will never find someone that will be faithful to me... Im wounded... I love you nicole... I cant just go out and hook up weith someone else... I know that I should... But I cant bring myself to do it... In the past 2 days I have had a half a dozen chances to(i counted) and I cant will it to happen. I cant stand human emotions. I wish I could be free of this... Please god give me the strength to get thru this in one piece... youve always been there for me...