here's a list.

[art_i_choke_]

i'm tired of hearing about people who should no longer concern me.
i'm tired of internet games.
i'm tired of everybody's ex's.
i'm tired of the arcade fire reminding me of a night in a car that i thought was going to be good, and wasn't.
i'm tired of dating for the next 10 years.
i'm tired of being asian, but not enough.
i'm tired of talking about what's 'ok'.
i'm tired of having a big bed obviously made for 2 people, when i'm only one.
i'm tired of being told i make the wrong choices.
i'm tired of not sleeping.

looking back on it, this is just a list of contradictions.