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i have been fasting for over 48 hours by now... i get headrushes very easily and they last for almost a minute... i feel exhausted and off balance... even more so because i was very active yesterday exploring brooklyn and walking to kings plaza in the torrential downpour... the problem is not so much that i am hungry... but that i am bored... being to tried to leave my house i cannot help but watch tv or stay on the internet today...nothing interesting is happening on the news and day time television is torture... i am going into this neer catatonic mindless state... i couldn't sleep properly, which is rare for me... worse yet i woke up rediculously early... despite all of these awful effects i must admit this was an experience worth having... but still... i think i am going to go eat now...
ok four hours later and i am finally done with breakfast... oh god that was good... so here is another cigarrete story... i still haven't opened my new pack and i am craving a cigarette... i want to save the tasty cloves for special occasions so i search for my fathers secret stash of smokes... it seems he has figured out i have been borrowing them so he hid them else where... i look everywhere and still cannot find them... so then i look for my sister's cigarettes... she should be smoking either so i am doing both of them a favour... i find them hidden in a music box and take one... i walk out on the terrace and indulge... the world slows down to a leasurely pace and my mind begins to appreciate the weather, especially the soft and warm wind... god, life is so beautiful...
...sdrawrof sa sdrawkcab ylkciuq sa etirw od i hguoht neve ...suoineg icnivad on ma i esoppus i ...tnirp nialp ni rehtar tub ,tpircs ycnaf emos ni etirw t'ndid i ...tfel ot thgir morf etirw dluow i dna sdrawkcab yltcaxe eb dluow rettel yreve dna hcae ...dlrow rorrim a ni nettirw saw egap eht ekil ti etirw dluow i si eno siht ekil txet eht gnirutcurts neht rehtar tpecxe ...sdrawkcab etirw ot evol ot desu i regnuoy saw i nehw rebmemer i
ok four hours later and i am finally done with breakfast... oh god that was good... so here is another cigarrete story... i still haven't opened my new pack and i am craving a cigarette... i want to save the tasty cloves for special occasions so i search for my fathers secret stash of smokes... it seems he has figured out i have been borrowing them so he hid them else where... i look everywhere and still cannot find them... so then i look for my sister's cigarettes... she should be smoking either so i am doing both of them a favour... i find them hidden in a music box and take one... i walk out on the terrace and indulge... the world slows down to a leasurely pace and my mind begins to appreciate the weather, especially the soft and warm wind... god, life is so beautiful...
...sdrawrof sa sdrawkcab ylkciuq sa etirw od i hguoht neve ...suoineg icnivad on ma i esoppus i ...tnirp nialp ni rehtar tub ,tpircs ycnaf emos ni etirw t'ndid i ...tfel ot thgir morf etirw dluow i dna sdrawkcab yltcaxe eb dluow rettel yreve dna hcae ...dlrow rorrim a ni nettirw saw egap eht ekil ti etirw dluow i si eno siht ekil txet eht gnirutcurts neht rehtar tpecxe ...sdrawkcab etirw ot evol ot desu i regnuoy saw i nehw rebmemer i