I hate this.

[arsonistpoet]

My life has turned into something lonely and boring and miserable. I've been so busy doing things that I don't want to do, and I haven't been getting any sleep, I feel sick most of the time, and lonely. I feel like I'm losing the friends that I have, and I don't feel like I have any here. The people I have met so far are just acquaintances, and though I know it hasn't been very long, I still feel new and ultimately unwanted. I can't handle the amount of work from my classes, and I barely have time to keep in touch with anyone in Akron, and then my parents expect me to be able to do all these extra things and I just can't possibly cultivate enough time to accommodate everything and everyone.

I hate this. It's not me.

It doesn't matter, anyway, it's not like anyone reads this. As usual, I'll be ignored, just pointlessly rambling while backs are turned. I don't think I even care anymore.

Whatever.