Sep 11, 2004 23:56
I feel like shit. I don't even feel like myself.
I couldn't go to Jen's gathering. I don't want to explain it again. Basically, I can't trust my mom anymore; another reason for me to come back to Akron.
And today, my dad tells me I have to go to some party with him tomorrow. Well, fuck that, I say. I must find a way out of it.
I thought writing in here might help me feel better, but it doesn't. Sometimes nothing can...
Sigh.
Maybe I'll go draw something. I'm not thinking straight.