Time Travel
I have so much to say but nothing that has meaning
I'm so tired of the world. A part of me wants to get kicked out so badly, so I won't have to care about anything with my school anymore.
I fucking hate it. Even after four years, there was never a moment where I was happy I chose this school. I was happy with the people, but never with the school itself.
I have friends, and I have people who I'm friendly with, and I have cool people to talk to
but I miss my family. Since I left, we all broke apart.
Maybe if I hadn't, Jana would still be here.
I wouldn't have hurt Greg.
Ka'eo wouldn't have gotten in a fight.
Keith would still be hanging out with us
Britt wouldn't hate me
things would be better
I want to invent time travel, and go back in time, and change my world.
I long to see the pictures we could have taken
to hear the jokes we would have made
to know the life I could have had
I want to live a life of no regrets, but this is the one thing I'll regret for the rest of my life.
and my mom has told me time and time again to move on
but how can I when the people I love more than anything...hate each other?
my two sisters now hate each other. and I'm pretty sure that Britt hates me...because she'll never talk to me. and it kills me.
and I found out that the guy I loved for years as a brother, was in love with me.
all of these things makes me really wish I could have been around...maybe if I was, it wouldn't have hurt as much...he would have grown out of it...but he didn't get the chance.
I'm so tired of the world. A part of me wants to get kicked out so badly, so I won't have to care about anything with my school anymore.
I fucking hate it. Even after four years, there was never a moment where I was happy I chose this school. I was happy with the people, but never with the school itself.
I have friends, and I have people who I'm friendly with, and I have cool people to talk to
but I miss my family. Since I left, we all broke apart.
Maybe if I hadn't, Jana would still be here.
I wouldn't have hurt Greg.
Ka'eo wouldn't have gotten in a fight.
Keith would still be hanging out with us
Britt wouldn't hate me
things would be better
I want to invent time travel, and go back in time, and change my world.
I long to see the pictures we could have taken
to hear the jokes we would have made
to know the life I could have had
I want to live a life of no regrets, but this is the one thing I'll regret for the rest of my life.
and my mom has told me time and time again to move on
but how can I when the people I love more than anything...hate each other?
my two sisters now hate each other. and I'm pretty sure that Britt hates me...because she'll never talk to me. and it kills me.
and I found out that the guy I loved for years as a brother, was in love with me.
all of these things makes me really wish I could have been around...maybe if I was, it wouldn't have hurt as much...he would have grown out of it...but he didn't get the chance.