hmm
well its been a while hasnt it...
i only just remembered this thing
ya know that the thing that made me join was to be able to comment on this girl that i liked livejournal?
mmm
shes long since stopped using it
was on deadjournal for a while, but either way i think the whole phase has passed
I dont know what I want to do with my life, and i doubt completely that I ever will
Some days I dont know why im still in engineering, sometimes i think I should be a math major, or physche, or philosophy
but as anyone who actually reads this (most likely noone, I havent posted in ages) knows, I'm bisexual
but ive been having those same kinds of unasuredness about this too
often times I'll think im straight
and more recently, sometimes I'll think that I'm gay
the entirety of this is rediculous
it works the same with my major, I'll find tons of evidence for each one, sometimes i'm sure im an engineer, other times im positive im philosophy, ect. but only recently has that sort of thing began to apply to orientation, objectiavly, its obvious, I am not one or the other, so I must be both (with majors this is not quite so simple, perhaps the only feild that encompouses all of those is cognative science / AI) Its more the fact that this appears to be a trend witch leads me to believe that I am becoming decidedly wishy washy, to quote the good Dr. Shultz, this could be bad or a good thing, there is the concept that there is always a path 1, -1, 0 and infinity, 1 being, in this instance, straight, -1 being gay, 0 being bi, and infinity being neither (a eunich? ow) I seem to find myself, rather than making a definitive statement for -1 or 1, going for the 0 almost too often as it natuarally contains the best of both worlds, this is wishy washy, I do not choose one, I choose my own path, witch has it's major benifits, but one cannot afford to ignore the paths already set every time; trailblasing takes a long time, and we only have so much dont we.
came up with a formula for a jump discontiunity the other day, plus side, it works very well, bad side? it uses int(x) witch is essencially an illigal function, dispite the fact its used all the time. I'm working on it though, perhaps if I manipulate something like y=x to get something akin to abs(x) I can work something out, but otherwise I'm not so sure, I may just stick with my int function, it is fairly orrigional the way it's done, It starts off with tons of missmatched points and segments, but I move emaround in a way taht leaves one point standing, and the rest all lined up, its not bad.
I'm off to catch up on webcomics
Adios
i only just remembered this thing
ya know that the thing that made me join was to be able to comment on this girl that i liked livejournal?
mmm
shes long since stopped using it
was on deadjournal for a while, but either way i think the whole phase has passed
I dont know what I want to do with my life, and i doubt completely that I ever will
Some days I dont know why im still in engineering, sometimes i think I should be a math major, or physche, or philosophy
but as anyone who actually reads this (most likely noone, I havent posted in ages) knows, I'm bisexual
but ive been having those same kinds of unasuredness about this too
often times I'll think im straight
and more recently, sometimes I'll think that I'm gay
the entirety of this is rediculous
it works the same with my major, I'll find tons of evidence for each one, sometimes i'm sure im an engineer, other times im positive im philosophy, ect. but only recently has that sort of thing began to apply to orientation, objectiavly, its obvious, I am not one or the other, so I must be both (with majors this is not quite so simple, perhaps the only feild that encompouses all of those is cognative science / AI) Its more the fact that this appears to be a trend witch leads me to believe that I am becoming decidedly wishy washy, to quote the good Dr. Shultz, this could be bad or a good thing, there is the concept that there is always a path 1, -1, 0 and infinity, 1 being, in this instance, straight, -1 being gay, 0 being bi, and infinity being neither (a eunich? ow) I seem to find myself, rather than making a definitive statement for -1 or 1, going for the 0 almost too often as it natuarally contains the best of both worlds, this is wishy washy, I do not choose one, I choose my own path, witch has it's major benifits, but one cannot afford to ignore the paths already set every time; trailblasing takes a long time, and we only have so much dont we.
came up with a formula for a jump discontiunity the other day, plus side, it works very well, bad side? it uses int(x) witch is essencially an illigal function, dispite the fact its used all the time. I'm working on it though, perhaps if I manipulate something like y=x to get something akin to abs(x) I can work something out, but otherwise I'm not so sure, I may just stick with my int function, it is fairly orrigional the way it's done, It starts off with tons of missmatched points and segments, but I move emaround in a way taht leaves one point standing, and the rest all lined up, its not bad.
I'm off to catch up on webcomics
Adios