Apr 10, 2005 17:52
Today was one of those days where you just can't help but say "Life is good".Everyone was outside just enjoy all the sunshine they could...it was awesome. I woke up early to do student council stuff and then I came home for a little to shower and then I hung out with some kid;) lol ...It was cool we went mini golfing and went to the ghetto fair. I dunno it was chill. I don't really know what I think lately so many things I need to decide and so many things I always wonder about. When I was driving with kristin today she asked me if I ever think I'll find it?...that one person who loves you for who you are and everything about you...the one that saves you ya know? (by the way im singing wonderwall in the talent show...i finally decided). So, anyways I thought about it and ...at times it seems like it will never happen. I'v only had something sorta like that once but I let it go cause I was too afraid to take a chance. I mean there were many other reasons but ...but what it comes down to is ...nothing has ever been right. Either bad timing or just better than me came along or everything was just all wrong. I dunno I'm a very strong believer in fate. Everything must happen for a reason. It has to because if you don't believe that...then what else can you believe? I dunno but I guess what I am rambling about is that... if a risk worht taking comes along I should take it because whatever happens will happen and all work out in the end. If I don't I will never know.
So college...i dunno....
Megan I love you too i can tell u really enjoy college so I'm happy for u too! we'll get together very soon I promise.
And well kristin...theres not better than you...thankyou for always being there for me. I would be lost without you. People can only wish they had a friend like you.
ok so leave me some comments if you care to lol