Hypocrite
Edited on 4-27-05 have to erase things erase erase erase....
Why is it that I can tell my self in all logical thinking something is bad for me. Fun, but bad for me. I want to turn my back, walk away and not feel (erased) I have more issues than I thought I did. Well, hopefully my logic will win this time. Im nervouse, stuck in repatition, and stressed. I feel defeated now. I dont want to argue any more with anyone. not like i am really. Im thinking i have too much time on my hands when i dont want it and not enough time when i do want it. I have had a string of bad days but i think iv been crafty enough to not let it show(too much). I am trying. Now i just think its going to be a bad day. and I lost faith in people... some... people... There is no care in the world for the fellow man. Most everyones opinion on everyone else is "OH, its just another stereo-type of some kind walking down the street." And Im no better. I do it to.
another cup of coffee and another bad day...
and another day to keep it to myself...
Why is it that I can tell my self in all logical thinking something is bad for me. Fun, but bad for me. I want to turn my back, walk away and not feel (erased) I have more issues than I thought I did. Well, hopefully my logic will win this time. Im nervouse, stuck in repatition, and stressed. I feel defeated now. I dont want to argue any more with anyone. not like i am really. Im thinking i have too much time on my hands when i dont want it and not enough time when i do want it. I have had a string of bad days but i think iv been crafty enough to not let it show(too much). I am trying. Now i just think its going to be a bad day. and I lost faith in people... some... people... There is no care in the world for the fellow man. Most everyones opinion on everyone else is "OH, its just another stereo-type of some kind walking down the street." And Im no better. I do it to.
another cup of coffee and another bad day...
and another day to keep it to myself...