*Sigh*
So, I am apparently turning into an emotional girl...
I have been talking to Alexis again...And we connect on so many levels.
We are both quite random, both have plots to take over the world...
We have almost the exact train of thought sometimes...
But, it just sits in the back of my mind...lurking.
The last time we were talking and stuff...
I found out a few things I wasn't meant to.
I lost a good friend that way...
I wanted to make someone hurt so bad, inflict physical pain for the emotional I was feeling.
and the sad thing about it all...we were just friends..*shrug* no commitment of any kind, never went beyond friendship.
I mean, she lives in Georgia..we could never really have any kind of a relationship.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I mean aside from being completely insane.
She makes me feel normal...
I have never met her face to face, and yet I miss her...When I can't talk to her I miss her, even while I am I miss her because She isn't here.
I am such a huge dork!
I just don't want to find out she is with my friend again.
I will mos tlikely lose so many more friends if I do.
I have been talking to Alexis again...And we connect on so many levels.
We are both quite random, both have plots to take over the world...
We have almost the exact train of thought sometimes...
But, it just sits in the back of my mind...lurking.
The last time we were talking and stuff...
I found out a few things I wasn't meant to.
I lost a good friend that way...
I wanted to make someone hurt so bad, inflict physical pain for the emotional I was feeling.
and the sad thing about it all...we were just friends..*shrug* no commitment of any kind, never went beyond friendship.
I mean, she lives in Georgia..we could never really have any kind of a relationship.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I mean aside from being completely insane.
She makes me feel normal...
I have never met her face to face, and yet I miss her...When I can't talk to her I miss her, even while I am I miss her because She isn't here.
I am such a huge dork!
I just don't want to find out she is with my friend again.
I will mos tlikely lose so many more friends if I do.