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There are some people that I just flat out do not like. I don't care for them, don't care to be around them, don't want to hear about them everywhere I turn. I am not intimidated, petty, or jealous by any means, I just have a genuine disliking, and I see nothing wrong with that. I have VALID reasons, and many at that, for not not liking those few.
There are others that continuously disgust me. I've tried subtle hints. I've tried brutal honesty. It's not the greatest feeling in the world when you tell someone you have to let them go because they hurt you and instead of wanting to change, they just accept the fact. I guess everything is pointing to that solution, but I just hoped I meant more to them than that. This has happened a couple times recently.
I've been cutting people out again, obviously . Mainly garbage and superficiality and excess baggage. Some I just feel the need to fade out because the choices they have made have caused me to make some in return, and the combined effect has resulted in an empty relationship. Yet again this is applies to several people. I've realised that this is a maintenance task rather than one abrupt move. I must always be aware and conscious of those I surround myself with.
Anyways, past the vagueness.
I just got phone calls from Butch and Bacon saying they're coming to town tonight with others for the fetish party. I can't wait to see them!! I am determined to have fun tonight. *love to all*
There are others that continuously disgust me. I've tried subtle hints. I've tried brutal honesty. It's not the greatest feeling in the world when you tell someone you have to let them go because they hurt you and instead of wanting to change, they just accept the fact. I guess everything is pointing to that solution, but I just hoped I meant more to them than that. This has happened a couple times recently.
I've been cutting people out again, obviously . Mainly garbage and superficiality and excess baggage. Some I just feel the need to fade out because the choices they have made have caused me to make some in return, and the combined effect has resulted in an empty relationship. Yet again this is applies to several people. I've realised that this is a maintenance task rather than one abrupt move. I must always be aware and conscious of those I surround myself with.
Anyways, past the vagueness.
I just got phone calls from Butch and Bacon saying they're coming to town tonight with others for the fetish party. I can't wait to see them!! I am determined to have fun tonight. *love to all*