don't cry for him...he's not worth it any longer

Oct 30, 2005 23:57

Somebody tell me why i have to feel the pain. I fucking like him and he doesn't like me as much as he says he did.
I hate it.
he just said he loved me...but no, he broke up with me. WTF! and why don't you just come out and fucking say it. Don't tell me you like other ppl. Don't tell me i'm going to cry from what you have to say
DON'T tell me to hold on. To hold on so you can find the words to hurt me. The words to make me cry. You know they will. This sharp stab to the heart. Don't make it last any longer than it needs to. Just get it done and over with. You plan on doing it anyway so just do it already. And now that you've done it. LIVE WITH IT! It was your choice. Nobody made this decision but you. There is no one to blame but you. You feel the pain of hurting someone you said you cared about. You take that. You should be the one who feels bad. Not me...but I feel horrible. I feel beyond saving. I hate the fact I still want to want you. I still want to be with you. I still want to see you up close...I still want you...I can't stand it...
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