about that time again, eh?
well. exciting times this weekend. and by exciting, i mean by biddefords standards where cars and more then two people on one road is a parade fit for the president.
boston is such a fun city, i love it to death. not as good or homey feeling as ny, but i definately love it. this weekend was perfect; sitting doing nothing with katie in her dorm room, felt just like how things were before we left for school. i really do love the fact that she is so close yet tome, yet far enough where we can live our own lives. oh and the stories about her insane slutty roomate entertain me to no end.
the power plug just came out of the back of my laptop, and the screen dimmed. i don't like that at all.. thought you all would care to know.
down inside my heart i have this feeling that im ready to love someone again. to let them in and know the true me; not hold anything back, let my heart spill all over the concrete so that everything i hide becomes visable for their interpretations. my head tells me that its to soon to go messing arround with new people. to hold it back and play the game of marginalized pitty friend. but im sick of that, sick of all of that. sick of my image that i have and am known for. time for things to be new and fresh again. but i don't want things to be like the way they were before. i don't want to hurt, i want to be happy and to have a clean slate with people. i've only been here for 2 months, but it feels like i've been here my whole life and everyone here knows my life story.
wow this makes little to no sense what so ever. i think it may be bed time.
boston is such a fun city, i love it to death. not as good or homey feeling as ny, but i definately love it. this weekend was perfect; sitting doing nothing with katie in her dorm room, felt just like how things were before we left for school. i really do love the fact that she is so close yet tome, yet far enough where we can live our own lives. oh and the stories about her insane slutty roomate entertain me to no end.
the power plug just came out of the back of my laptop, and the screen dimmed. i don't like that at all.. thought you all would care to know.
down inside my heart i have this feeling that im ready to love someone again. to let them in and know the true me; not hold anything back, let my heart spill all over the concrete so that everything i hide becomes visable for their interpretations. my head tells me that its to soon to go messing arround with new people. to hold it back and play the game of marginalized pitty friend. but im sick of that, sick of all of that. sick of my image that i have and am known for. time for things to be new and fresh again. but i don't want things to be like the way they were before. i don't want to hurt, i want to be happy and to have a clean slate with people. i've only been here for 2 months, but it feels like i've been here my whole life and everyone here knows my life story.
wow this makes little to no sense what so ever. i think it may be bed time.