The fun has to end sometime...

May 25, 2005 20:52

So here's the really cool thing about my life...Everytime something great happens, it is almost always followed by something that hinders my fun or keeps me from the people that mean the most to me....my friends.

So my sister so lovingly transferred a virus to my computer. Isn't that sweet? So now my computer which has always been good to me, will not get to the login window, so I basically can't get into my computer.

Who knows if my files are gone. And lots of things (like MMN's script....ALL OF IT. Including the stuff that didn't make it in) will be very sorely missed if they've been tampered with or deleted. And now I have no way to communicate with my future roommates and discuss the apartment stuff until our next training date, which REALLY sucks because I have to talk to them about stuff.

And of course, my mother is as ever, the beacon of good news and happiness....where she thinks she can play "mediator" to Meghan and I's fights. Of course she underestimated the hate her daughters have for each other, and was forced to choose a side in the argument.

3 guesses as to who she chose.

So now I'm the "bitch of the house once more" and my mother is still not letting go of the fact that I am technically legal and not needing her permission for anything I do.

And I'm sick and tired and I feel really shitty....I just want to get out of here.

I was watching "What A Girl Wants"...and thinking about how nice it would be if I had a mother with whom I could joke around with...and then Amanda Bynes and her film mom said "I love you" to each other...and I realized I couldn't remember my parents ever telling me they loved me. That made me really sad.

So if any of you want to contact me, or have sent me an important email within the last 2 days....I haven't gotten it. So call me on my cell phone if it's necessary. (818) 648-4767.

It's nice to remember why I wanted to get out of here so badly. I guess you could say it's good that I have this motivation once more.
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