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And then there was more romance films...
I got the stomach flu last night, probably as a result from the Homecoming afterparty I went to on Saturday night...so I missed school today. So I watched even more romance films as I morphed into an even bigger couch potato than I already am. Huzzah. And then tomorrow there is the school's blood drive, and I'm giving blood at 8AM. SO scared. If you don't already know, I'm deathly afraid of needles, and I don't exactly like seeing my blood. Yeah. So this is going to be AWESOME. ;) All I have to do is pretend it's not really happening, and if that strategy fails me, I'm just going to concentrate on the fact that I'm doing it to save 3 lives. Yikes. *deep breathing*
So on today's romance film list: It Had To Be You, with Michael Vartan and Natasha Heningstern (not sure on the last name)...Pretty Woman, with Julia Roberts and Richard Gere...Brigadoon, with Cyd Charisse and Gene Kelly...and Sweet November, with Keanu Reaves and Charlize Theron.
...Anywho,
...I'm starting to wonder if the reason why I've never had any relationships is because I've got my head so full of these fantastic ideas of love and romance. Am I always going to fall short of my expectations once I do find someone I can settle for? Should anyone really settle in the first place? I feel as though my entire collection of wants and needs are completely unrealistic. Everyone else is so driven by sex...whatever happened to being driven by passion? I mean REAL passion, not hormonal lust. Is that so sparse now? Is it wrong to be a dreamer? I really believe I'm stuck in the wrong age/era. Or maybe I'm just the one in the wrong...Perhaps I need to change my ways. But what if I don't want to? What if I can't? Is that going to ruin my chances of love in the long run? Why am I so focused on the future??
AHH!! Too many questions! ("Too many questions, Mr. Wayne?" --Riddler, Batman Forever)
Heh. On a lighter topic, I MUST WORK AT DISNEYLAND. We got a vacation planning guide (with pamphlets and a videotape) on Walt Disney World vacations, and I AM OBSESSED. I don't care if I'm just a person who helps people board the rides, I WANT TO WORK THERE. Oye vey.
I'm feeling sleepy again, so I'm going to depart. Ciao all!
I got the stomach flu last night, probably as a result from the Homecoming afterparty I went to on Saturday night...so I missed school today. So I watched even more romance films as I morphed into an even bigger couch potato than I already am. Huzzah. And then tomorrow there is the school's blood drive, and I'm giving blood at 8AM. SO scared. If you don't already know, I'm deathly afraid of needles, and I don't exactly like seeing my blood. Yeah. So this is going to be AWESOME. ;) All I have to do is pretend it's not really happening, and if that strategy fails me, I'm just going to concentrate on the fact that I'm doing it to save 3 lives. Yikes. *deep breathing*
So on today's romance film list: It Had To Be You, with Michael Vartan and Natasha Heningstern (not sure on the last name)...Pretty Woman, with Julia Roberts and Richard Gere...Brigadoon, with Cyd Charisse and Gene Kelly...and Sweet November, with Keanu Reaves and Charlize Theron.
...Anywho,
...I'm starting to wonder if the reason why I've never had any relationships is because I've got my head so full of these fantastic ideas of love and romance. Am I always going to fall short of my expectations once I do find someone I can settle for? Should anyone really settle in the first place? I feel as though my entire collection of wants and needs are completely unrealistic. Everyone else is so driven by sex...whatever happened to being driven by passion? I mean REAL passion, not hormonal lust. Is that so sparse now? Is it wrong to be a dreamer? I really believe I'm stuck in the wrong age/era. Or maybe I'm just the one in the wrong...Perhaps I need to change my ways. But what if I don't want to? What if I can't? Is that going to ruin my chances of love in the long run? Why am I so focused on the future??
AHH!! Too many questions! ("Too many questions, Mr. Wayne?" --Riddler, Batman Forever)
Heh. On a lighter topic, I MUST WORK AT DISNEYLAND. We got a vacation planning guide (with pamphlets and a videotape) on Walt Disney World vacations, and I AM OBSESSED. I don't care if I'm just a person who helps people board the rides, I WANT TO WORK THERE. Oye vey.
I'm feeling sleepy again, so I'm going to depart. Ciao all!