an-on

[arselicker]

slave, nah... i'm no slave. i'm just dedicated in a fanatical pursuit of a state of mind, a different reality. i've had glimpses, brief and cloudy, like heaven on earth, like the most intimate embrace, like the warmest smile, the kindest touch. then it's gone, leaving you alone and empty, not quite knowing why the allure, the power engulfs your very being.

let me tell you the lengths i have gone to, the hell i've walked through to pursue this place that i'm sure exists, but i just can't put my finger on...