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So the last two days have been a sort of whirlwind for my emotions... My brain is completely worn out yet my body is sooo wired. My clock is messed up and I like it. I've not slept since the night before last and it's sort of feeling like I won't again tonight. I should try though.
Anywho... Last night was me having a complete and utter meltdown. I know what that was all about, but you've all gotten different stories. Wee for me confusing/worrying everyone. Everyone got a piece of the truth at least. I don't lie to my friends. It was basically me having doubts about every aspect of my life: my beliefs, my abilities, my friends... everything. It was the weirdest feeling I've ever had. I couldn't breath... couldn't sit still... couldn't stop shaking... if it hadn't been for me being miserable... I think I might have liked it.
Today was an auction... on no sleep that was fun. Then home to do I forget what. Then back to sioux city to pick sarah up for the show. Brought Kelso as well... fun kid. I felt a little weird at first after talking last night... but it was soon back to normal. I met Rena and her parents for supper at taco bell. I hope I get to see them more this summer. I miss you guys. Then it was back to the show where I got shoved a bit... but I'm a big girl and kind of like it. Missed most of While Moments Pass... and I'm ok with that. Then was some band I'd never heard of and am too lazy to look up. I didn't like them. Their songs had no end... they just sort of held the last note until some people clapped. That's not the only reason i didn' tlike them. Then For Today... Sarah and I both noticed Davids screams were a bit trying tonight. Don't know David well enough to say anyhting/ don't knwo if I would if I did. One of these days I'm going to try to at least clap or something so they don't think I hate their music. Mikey is only 15?! What the heck. Then I stayed outside the show for After the Sun. I heard them on the radio and was all proud of myself that I knew who they were before it was announced. We followed David around and went to Wendy's. I ate some of Kelso's fries. Then Jon rode home with us three girls. After dropping Kelso off... I huge spider attacked us all... but Jon killed it. I still need to thank you for that... twee!
Sarah learned to drive a bit more tonight. The church parking lot... whoops... I cuddled in the church parking lot. oh well. (hahaha, just thought of this... my cuddling should be fine compared to the other stuff that parking lot has seen) I had to pee really bad, so we went to sarah's. We both decided we were hungry, so we went to perkins. I had pancakes. I ate them all. Then I ordered hash browns. Then I ordered free apple pie. I'm pretty sure that I was acting a bit loud and loud and kind of loud and some morningsiders came in. They already thought I was weird and now they think I'm on drugs. Of course they are in the English department... so my reputation is going to get even better than it already is!! Anyway... our bill came and I paid my portion. Then I asked for free muffins and he gave them to me. I dont' like muffins. Sarah was dropped off... she mentioned making a post about the evening... so check it out (like you wouldn't anyway) cuz it'll be much more coherent than mine. Snakes... rabbits... yikes.
Oh, so on the way home I thought I saw a monkey on a mail box. Then I thought I saw pepper going across the road. And then tiny little lights by my car. I was going 75... so little lights shouldn't be able to keep up with my car. Oh well... I wonder if that's bad? I really did, that monkey came out of no where.
Do you ever get the urge to... weee, never mind. Bye
Anywho... Last night was me having a complete and utter meltdown. I know what that was all about, but you've all gotten different stories. Wee for me confusing/worrying everyone. Everyone got a piece of the truth at least. I don't lie to my friends. It was basically me having doubts about every aspect of my life: my beliefs, my abilities, my friends... everything. It was the weirdest feeling I've ever had. I couldn't breath... couldn't sit still... couldn't stop shaking... if it hadn't been for me being miserable... I think I might have liked it.
Today was an auction... on no sleep that was fun. Then home to do I forget what. Then back to sioux city to pick sarah up for the show. Brought Kelso as well... fun kid. I felt a little weird at first after talking last night... but it was soon back to normal. I met Rena and her parents for supper at taco bell. I hope I get to see them more this summer. I miss you guys. Then it was back to the show where I got shoved a bit... but I'm a big girl and kind of like it. Missed most of While Moments Pass... and I'm ok with that. Then was some band I'd never heard of and am too lazy to look up. I didn't like them. Their songs had no end... they just sort of held the last note until some people clapped. That's not the only reason i didn' tlike them. Then For Today... Sarah and I both noticed Davids screams were a bit trying tonight. Don't know David well enough to say anyhting/ don't knwo if I would if I did. One of these days I'm going to try to at least clap or something so they don't think I hate their music. Mikey is only 15?! What the heck. Then I stayed outside the show for After the Sun. I heard them on the radio and was all proud of myself that I knew who they were before it was announced. We followed David around and went to Wendy's. I ate some of Kelso's fries. Then Jon rode home with us three girls. After dropping Kelso off... I huge spider attacked us all... but Jon killed it. I still need to thank you for that... twee!
Sarah learned to drive a bit more tonight. The church parking lot... whoops... I cuddled in the church parking lot. oh well. (hahaha, just thought of this... my cuddling should be fine compared to the other stuff that parking lot has seen) I had to pee really bad, so we went to sarah's. We both decided we were hungry, so we went to perkins. I had pancakes. I ate them all. Then I ordered hash browns. Then I ordered free apple pie. I'm pretty sure that I was acting a bit loud and loud and kind of loud and some morningsiders came in. They already thought I was weird and now they think I'm on drugs. Of course they are in the English department... so my reputation is going to get even better than it already is!! Anyway... our bill came and I paid my portion. Then I asked for free muffins and he gave them to me. I dont' like muffins. Sarah was dropped off... she mentioned making a post about the evening... so check it out (like you wouldn't anyway) cuz it'll be much more coherent than mine. Snakes... rabbits... yikes.
Oh, so on the way home I thought I saw a monkey on a mail box. Then I thought I saw pepper going across the road. And then tiny little lights by my car. I was going 75... so little lights shouldn't be able to keep up with my car. Oh well... I wonder if that's bad? I really did, that monkey came out of no where.
Do you ever get the urge to... weee, never mind. Bye