Mar 21, 2007 23:05
I've been depressed for about five days. Today I woke up at 3:00AM to study for my Algebra test. I went through it pretty easily. Took my guitar to school. Ran into Nash but I got this cold vibe from her like she didn't want me around. I didn't go to my Drawing class because our teacher was not going to be there but instead that douche bag teacher who substituted last time and I really did not want to be there, especially if ****** was going to be in class and I has to hear the sub tell him what art is. If you have to be told what art is, you don't belong in an art class and if you're telling some idiot what art is, you're a douche bag and you probably listen to Radiohead.
So instead I went to my cousin's house to visit him. Since he broke his ankle at work he's been homebound. I also got to finally see my cousin Robert after seven years. We played Nintendo Wii for a bit then my brother came by and we left cause my cousins were going to the emergency room so Jon couls get his foot looked at.
We went to Dave's house and played some video games then went with Prune to play basketball with Raxxx, Rich, and Flaps. It was raining and there was a nice breeze. Then we went back to Dave's and played some more video games. Mun 2 had the Supreme Championship and put it on the line but Raxxx ended up keeping it. Later, I came home and fell asleep. Woke up at 11:00PM. Now I have lasagna in the oven and I have some TV watching planned out. I'm watching the Daily Show and after The Colbert Report, my two favorite Futurama episodes are coming out.
Today I told her how I feel. Not how much, but I got my point across. I could not keep my hands from trembling but I feel a lot better getting it out. I've been meaning to tell her for a while and sometimes the impulse to tell her can be overwhelming. She says I'm worth getting to know and she's glad she met me. I'd say she's worth knowing me, her being one the the few people who really know me. The truth is I've haven't felt this way about someone in years. I spent a lot of time believeing I could never fall in love again but she is such a sweetheart. She makes me feel I am worthwhile and my whole life I was made to feel worthless. We have the most wonderful relationship which I value very much.ok, I may edit this later.
Tomorrow: Kimm's taking me to Cheesecake Factory. That's very sweet of her.