Apr 06, 2010 12:25
Ugh. Went to bed by 1 last night, and couldn't sleep. Nope. Finally got settled in around 3:30 or 4, but that was annoying. I slept pretty well once I did, albeit not enough (I am now getting up steadily earlier by my own intent, and will not allow myself to just lie in bed as long as I want. That could last all day).
This too will pass, I know that. I'm not inherently full of rage and hate and despair atm; mostly I'm just sleepy. I have to go to the pharmacy later and wait in two long lines, as well as waiting a while for my perscription to be filled, but I WILL have the new Dresden novel. I have my Tabletop mortals game tonight...part 3, the big finale. I have...plans. Vague and doomish plans.
So my plan is to study for 2 or 3 hours, pack up what I'll need for later, get the book, go to the pharmacy, and just put my perscriptions in my briefcase thingie before heading to game. I just had 2 pieces of peanut butter toast (the only protein I had in the house...I need to go grocery shopping stat), and when I go out I may get an omelette or something around 3:30. For game at 6 and dinner if I still happen to be hungry, I'll head over to 5 Burgers and try their chili that sounded so good.
I forget if I've mentioned this, but to help ensure myself being more...good I guess for the test, I'm forgoing all alcohol, excess sugar and carby carb carb-ness when possible. More fruit, more veggies, etc. Maybe if I've got my body in better harmony physically, my mind'll be better. We can see.
Now, to finish e-mail and do some geometry.
EDIT: And I just found out that one of my cats, Smoke, is probably being put down today. I don't have the time to deal with my own feelings on this, just enough time to call my mother and brother (my dad was the one who called me) and give them a few minutes of sympathy.
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