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I guess i havent updated in a while. February vacation in in a week or so. Im getting my licence in 3 weeks or so. I probably wont have a functioning car to drive. My cadillac's engine has wicked loud rod knock. I wanna sell it for 1000.00 get a job make like 2000.00 more and buy an explorer. A 1995 is pretty nice and what i want. Ive been applying everywhere lately. I tryed auto zone, Hartford Brake and Muffler, Papa Gino's, Metro Honda, etc. Hopefully i get the job at metro honda. I would be washing cars and making 7.00 and hour. that would be good enough for me. It would pay for insurance and maybe get me another car soon. If not im just gonna look everywhere and try to get a good job that i wouldnt mind doing. Its just that i dont wanna do fast food. i dont wanna do anything that doesnt have to do with cars. I cant work somewhere unless im interested. And cars and working on like houses and crap keep me interested. But yeah. Valentines day is in 10 days. This year looks like a year with no girlfriend again. it hurts how people tell me im cute. But then i dont have a girlfriend. Maybe i dont have a sence of humor. Maybe i have too much of a sense of humor. Maybe im a big wet pussy. Maybe im not a pussy and i smell. or people just dont like me. But i should be used to people not liking me. Ive had like 6 friends all my life. I used to be made fun of in school when i was little. Now i have like 10 friends and half of them make fun of me behind my back. or they just dont like me as much for some reason. I just need to get a life. Another thing thats bugging me is this one person. I dont have the balls to tell her this but she really needs to be smacked. If your one of those people who doesnt have a boyfriend and you havent had then you cant be really picky about getting one or you wont get one at all. and then you tell someone that you cant like them because you cant force yourself to like them but then you go and try to meet other dudes that you dont even know and try to force yourself to like them. It makes me mad. If you read this then you definately know im talking about you. but whatever im just really depressed. im so depressed that its starting to hurt really bad. Like i can feel the pain whenever i think about crap like that. I saw someone that i havent seem in forever yesterday. Her name is natalie. Me and her used to be friends back in like 3rd grade. She goes to my school now. it was cool to see her actually. but whatever. Everytime i update it seems noone cares so i dont know why i do it. They have the comment thing so you can comment. Whatever. Im out.