applejuice : my drug of choice
i feel liike today was alot better than yesterday. Im trying to be a better person, and not get upset about stupid high school drama, but i do have to live in this moment and im just trying to get through it w/o breaking my back over little things. But alot of these little things build up into bigger things and those are the things that get me down. Im trying to figure out what I have done wrong, why ppl ignore me, and why I feel liike I am always getting trampled over by my "friends". If you say that you love and respect your friends, then show it, dont just say something, turn around and be the opposite, make a move and do it right. Or maybe if tbey dont want to be my friends, then please tell me so that i wont have to sit in the shadow anymore trying to figure out what i did wrong.
But anyways, I feel like I am getting better, I still have noone to talk to but Im trying to work that 1 out.
Im gonna start working at Graffitis. I start training SAturday. Haha i got the job and jon diiidnt. Lol Im JK. Dont worry Jon, You dont get to keep your tips anyways....
I would also like to add that I feel bad for things that I have done to upset you. (you know who you are) Im just so pressured right now and Im trying to get better. I still love you and dont think that Im ignoring you or anything, I just have some things (mental emotional problems) I need to work out. But i promise when I get it all figured out we will have tons of fun. I love you!
But anyways, I feel like I am getting better, I still have noone to talk to but Im trying to work that 1 out.
Im gonna start working at Graffitis. I start training SAturday. Haha i got the job and jon diiidnt. Lol Im JK. Dont worry Jon, You dont get to keep your tips anyways....
I would also like to add that I feel bad for things that I have done to upset you. (you know who you are) Im just so pressured right now and Im trying to get better. I still love you and dont think that Im ignoring you or anything, I just have some things (mental emotional problems) I need to work out. But i promise when I get it all figured out we will have tons of fun. I love you!