Blather: Dream (dirty and TMI, so don't read if you squick)
I had a dream that I was with New Jersey (Jeff Goldblum) from Buckaroo Bonzai. We were married (ick? I don't even read het; can't stand the thought) which was odd, too, because it seemed like some kind of arranged thing. And I have no interest in marriage.
Usually I dream about a fandom pairing I'm into: Fraser and Ray together, and I'm just watching the action. (And taking notes. Lots of notes.)
The strangest thing about the dream was the fucking (hot), because instead of fucking me up the ass (which for some weird reason I was expecting), he went for my girly bits. And that's fine; it was nice.
Really nice.
But why did I expect him to knock on the back door? Obviously, this must be related to all the slash I've been reading (I only discovered slash a year or so ago). I'm wondering how much becoming a slasher as affected my own sexuality.
My boyfriend (off now, sometimes on) and I do it that way, but out of his preference, not my urging.
I'm just startled that my erotic dreams started taking the same turn.
How much do we relate to the characters we read? How much of the sex hotness is transference? I don't find it as physically stimuating to be penetrated that way in real life, obviously: I don't have the right, er, equipment. I find it extremely !yeah! reading AS scenes, and I'm usually flitting around between their minds or viewing from outside when I fantasize.
Anyway, hot, strange, brought up some questions.
Such as: is there any Buckaroo Bonzai slash out there? All them Hong Kong Cavaliers...
Usually I dream about a fandom pairing I'm into: Fraser and Ray together, and I'm just watching the action. (And taking notes. Lots of notes.)
The strangest thing about the dream was the fucking (hot), because instead of fucking me up the ass (which for some weird reason I was expecting), he went for my girly bits. And that's fine; it was nice.
Really nice.
But why did I expect him to knock on the back door? Obviously, this must be related to all the slash I've been reading (I only discovered slash a year or so ago). I'm wondering how much becoming a slasher as affected my own sexuality.
My boyfriend (off now, sometimes on) and I do it that way, but out of his preference, not my urging.
I'm just startled that my erotic dreams started taking the same turn.
How much do we relate to the characters we read? How much of the sex hotness is transference? I don't find it as physically stimuating to be penetrated that way in real life, obviously: I don't have the right, er, equipment. I find it extremely !yeah! reading AS scenes, and I'm usually flitting around between their minds or viewing from outside when I fantasize.
Anyway, hot, strange, brought up some questions.
Such as: is there any Buckaroo Bonzai slash out there? All them Hong Kong Cavaliers...