Fuck this shit...

[arrose]

Well, everything is better with Nathan. I guess I just over reacted. Who knows exactly. Im sick and tired of people who act like they have been through everything just because their guy/girl has left them or anything like that. They act like they know what pain is like and so forth. Right now I probably wont be on the interent in a while, we cant

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[__selicia__]

Sis... I'll always be here for you no matter what happens.... I'll help you to the best of my abilities I just... wish there was more I could do than give moral support... I love you to death sis, as a real sis if not more... (To me there can be much more than to just a real sis) and... I don't know... I hope I can talk with you tomorrow... maybe I could send some food and stuff over? I don't know... I'm nearly out of ideas for this situation.... unless me and a few people can maybe ban together and get you guys a place to stay...

I don't know what you're going through... I don't and yet I do wish I knew.... Obvious reasons of why I don't but... maybe if I did I'd know of something more to say or do.... maybe you could talk with some people thats been through this..? Alot of people online have maybe they know more...

Just remember, me and Nathan are always there for you... Ken sends his reguards as well... hes very worried and cares alot about ya too ... anyways its late... I needa go... I'll be looking for you online tomorrow... Wish we coulda talked yesterday(monday).. bye.. love yous sis..

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[arrose]

Thank yous alot sis...I love you and you wouldn't want to go through this. I'm just going to have to make a huge sacrifice for our family and not be able to go to prom...

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[__selicia__]

v.v It seems like a bullshit reply because it seems so.. out there I guess you could say.. but... I know that with all the things thats happened in our lives thats bad its changed us. If bad things didn't happen we wouldn't be who we are today... It seems so trivial, the thought, that everything happens for a reason.. It doesn't but it happens because of a reason. If I didn't get online at a certain time, for just 5 minutes before DMT got offline I wouldn't of met him, so then I wouldn't of met you. Things change us as a person... and that makes the people we are arround now that are close to us attracted as lovers or as friends, or like family.. In all good things, there are bad things, just like in all bad things there are good things... Something good with come from this... it only makes sense it would.. not being an optimist even but... its true..

Hopefully something will happen and you can come to Prom.. or something can be figured out... If your mom won't let you accept money... How bout it just be an earily birthday present from me and nathan..? I can help send some money too.. Your birthday is months away... but not that far.. besides its for what you really want so... yuh.. I hope I see you online soon to talk about this and maybe work together to figure out something..

I've missed talking to you over the past few days... Its been quite awhile, been worried and despite bad situations I'm glad your doing well... and things aren't at the "worst" they could be...I'd like to talk to you though sometime soon... I hope it is but I understand you are busy with everything and all that... But I'm always here, just remember that. I love ya sis... and even if something happens, internet goes out, we can stay in touch.. and even if we couldn't. Always sisters, wouldn't ever forget ya, and never stop caring about ya no matter what. This is a long reply so Imma rap it up... love ya sis, take care.