its just me
i dont write on here much mostly because im not very good at the whole "feelings" thing. but if you're reading my journal i suppose its because you know me in which you already know this.
anyways, ive been feeling kind of lonely lately. being single feels weird and most of the time i dont know what to do with myself. to be fair... i think im doing ok on my own. however, it doesnt change the fact that im used to having someone to make final decisions for me. now i know how that sounds but its not that he wouldnt "allow" me to do things. its the simple fact that i have a hard time making decisions and find it very helpful to have someone strong enough to be ABLE to do it for me. while i accept the fact that im on my own for now and probably will be for awhile... i need to look for someone who can fill that role. someone who can be dominant and look out for me without stepping over that line into controlling. ppl like that are hard to find but ive found them before and im certain i can find them again.
wish me luck
anyways, ive been feeling kind of lonely lately. being single feels weird and most of the time i dont know what to do with myself. to be fair... i think im doing ok on my own. however, it doesnt change the fact that im used to having someone to make final decisions for me. now i know how that sounds but its not that he wouldnt "allow" me to do things. its the simple fact that i have a hard time making decisions and find it very helpful to have someone strong enough to be ABLE to do it for me. while i accept the fact that im on my own for now and probably will be for awhile... i need to look for someone who can fill that role. someone who can be dominant and look out for me without stepping over that line into controlling. ppl like that are hard to find but ive found them before and im certain i can find them again.
wish me luck