slipping away

[arrmswokeu]

i can myself slipping... slipping into my old ways. no one can stop me. i do not wish to be near anyone. nor do i wish to be alone. i feel the world weighing down on me as i have many times before. there is nothing i can do to stop it. nor do i wish to try. just let me crumble under the weight. allow me to fall and disappear.

i don't want to exist anymore.