Aug 01, 2010 13:51
after many conversations its finally happened. he has decided what he wants and what he likes. to be dominant. just what i need and like. many ppl dont know this about me but i am submissive by nature. im sure some of you might have noticed that when told to do something by a guy... i tend to do it. a buddy of mine noticed that a long time ago which is why anytime he thinks im not eating he'll hand me some sort of food and tell me that i have to eat it. i then look at him like please dont make me i really dont want to. but he simply stares me down and says "yes you have to". so i obey. well if you've ever been around when that happens... you've witnessed my submissiveness. my fiance has been dom in the bedroom area for awhile now but now he is dom entirely. and i feel good about it. he knows my boundaries so no worries there. i have complete trust in him and thats very important for the dom/sub lifestyle if any of you ever consider it. my relationship couldnt be better right now. and im glad i chose to stay with him even though there were times where i questioned it. i love him and i know he loves and respects me. i am confident that as he gets more into it (i know he will cuz i knew from the second i met him that hes dom by nature even if he didnt know it) things will only get better!
its nice to finally have a real master again.