update i guess
theres not much going on here these days. justin still hasnt given me a invite list for the wedding even though he "started it". lost another baby... yeah i know what your thinking. it was stress this time go figure right. it sucks n im upset but theres nothing i can do about it and justin isnt too happy bout it either. granted hes not as unhappy about it as i am. not much going on other that. i miss justin as always n our relationship sucks as always. hope it gets better