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today is tweek's funeral service. i dont wanna go. mostly because i dont want to have to say goodbye to him.  itll be so hard to be there and i dont think leech is having a easy time with it either. i dont really wanna be in ct. i havent wanted to be here for a long time now and now that things are getting much much worse i dont think i can handle it anymore. i keep losing my sanity and my heart hurts when i breath.

its spring. i hate spring. mike got sick in the spring. n pops moved far away again... only this time mike isnt alive to make things better. i miss him.

mike told me he would return when it was time for me to go home.... i just wanna go home