i think myspace killed livejournal.

[arrima_amor]

i almost forgot this site existed.
it's been since september that i've made a post.
+ even when i did write, each one has been private.
...but why?

lots of things have changed, but nothing anyone of you will care much about.
i'm dating a boy named josh who is more of a man than a boy.
he puts up with my mood swings + bad attitude.
he doesn't abuse me mentally, emotionally, or physically like bryan did.

i'm falling hard for him, which is scary.
+ it's crazy to think we met by chance.

i don't work at superpetz anymore. i quit before summer was over.
i have a boring job working with boring old ladies, filing insurance claims.

i never have time for myself.
+ i drink most of the day away.

but i'm pleased with things right now, somehow.

school is challenging, but only because i procrastinate, causing me to rushrushrush + stresstressstress. i'm back on anti-anxiety medicine, although i usually sell them more then i take them, which is absolutely stupid.

i have tons of skeletons hiding in my closet, + secrets i'm dying to bury.
[i hope they don't escape before i can get away.]

i'm not sure if anyone is even reading this.
i doubt it.
i'm just rambling, + not making much sense.

but i'm done now.
so it's okay.