BOLLOCKS!
Well, this is it. This is the final stretch. On Thursday I will be leaving and headed off to a brand new chapter of my life. Am I ready? Fuck no. Am I terrified? Fuck yes!
I still have a good deal of packing left, but I've got most of it together. It's hard going through all my stuff and saying "No...no I don't need this D:" Especially with my hats...that's the hardest..and my toys...and my...fuck. I can't pack light. It's one of my problems as a girl.
I'm pretty much not brining any of my costume stuff, which fills me with woe, but meh. I'll probably get more while I'm there XD
So the stress level here is like...to the max. Dad has been endlessly angry at me for no reason. I can do no right, and due to stress and anger, I've pretty much shut down. Which is bad. Anyways, I'm still working on finding a way down there. It looks like it's either rent a car, or possibly get Izzy to drive me, IF she isn't working or something on Friday. Which would suck. I'll get there, though. It just might suck the way I have to get down there D:
So yeah, as far as other things go, I'm probably going to have a job when I get down there. Books-A-Million transferred me to the Savannah location. Joy. I'm not going to be able to go to Valle Crucis, which REALLY SUCKS! Problem is, I still don't have a car or a license, so there was no way for me to get up there, PLUS I have no money seeing as it is 10k a semester at SCAD. Bollocks.
I'm still planning on coming to AZ, but that may become problematic due to the fact that my semester is still not over at that point. As long as I don't have any exams on that Friday, though, I should be good. Should. God I hope I am. Still gotta find a way up there, though. I'll ride a train if I have to D<
So that's my life right now. I really wanted to get to Mary Foust one more time, but I just couldn't make it. I'm sorry guys >.< Too much to do, and too much stress.
So yeah. I'll update you all when I get settled in on Friday or Saturday. Dear god, that sounds so fucking scary to me...it's so close and I know NOTHING about that place! D:
I still have a good deal of packing left, but I've got most of it together. It's hard going through all my stuff and saying "No...no I don't need this D:" Especially with my hats...that's the hardest..and my toys...and my...fuck. I can't pack light. It's one of my problems as a girl.
I'm pretty much not brining any of my costume stuff, which fills me with woe, but meh. I'll probably get more while I'm there XD
So the stress level here is like...to the max. Dad has been endlessly angry at me for no reason. I can do no right, and due to stress and anger, I've pretty much shut down. Which is bad. Anyways, I'm still working on finding a way down there. It looks like it's either rent a car, or possibly get Izzy to drive me, IF she isn't working or something on Friday. Which would suck. I'll get there, though. It just might suck the way I have to get down there D:
So yeah, as far as other things go, I'm probably going to have a job when I get down there. Books-A-Million transferred me to the Savannah location. Joy. I'm not going to be able to go to Valle Crucis, which REALLY SUCKS! Problem is, I still don't have a car or a license, so there was no way for me to get up there, PLUS I have no money seeing as it is 10k a semester at SCAD. Bollocks.
I'm still planning on coming to AZ, but that may become problematic due to the fact that my semester is still not over at that point. As long as I don't have any exams on that Friday, though, I should be good. Should. God I hope I am. Still gotta find a way up there, though. I'll ride a train if I have to D<
So that's my life right now. I really wanted to get to Mary Foust one more time, but I just couldn't make it. I'm sorry guys >.< Too much to do, and too much stress.
So yeah. I'll update you all when I get settled in on Friday or Saturday. Dear god, that sounds so fucking scary to me...it's so close and I know NOTHING about that place! D: