Too Warm
Yeah today so far is boring. I got some bills paid that needed to be paid. *waves bye to her money* I've been looking at my poor little neglected blog. I'll find something useful for it. I have my reservations about posting stories. I just don't think I am a good writer. Maybe I will use it for that, I dunno. Man, Kaitlin woke up from her nap and she's being such a brat. She was being fairly good earlier but now she's getting into everything that she knows she's not suppose to get into. Ah well...that's what you have to deal with when you have kids I guess. She keeps grabbing ahold of my arm and saying "My momma." It's cute.
Man I do not want to work tonight. My stomach hurts really bad. Mum got this illness first, past it on to Kayla and now me. *Sigh* It sucks. It gives me an excuse to not work so hard though. YAY! I talked to this guy at the post office and he was telling me that the Postal Battery test isn't that hard. You just have to be quick. Since me and Mum are taking a trip to Idaho, I will study on the way there and back. Then I will sign up for the test and hopefully pass it. *crosses fingers* The guy said it's not hard so yeah I will take his word for it. Anyhow, back to my issues. I've been stressing really badly lately. And yeah, it's taking it's effect on my body. I've been suffering from bad headaches and stomach upsets. It sucks really badly. I need to get another job. I'm thinking that if I get the job at the post office, then I am going to quit Baskin Robbins. I don't like it there. Yeah I like working with Sean, Ryan and Abby but that's it really. I like the people but don't like working it. Guess we will see. I might keep it just because it's extra money and that would look better for Stu's immigration.
I really need to sit down and figure everything out...not only spiritually but physically and mentally. I need to make time for this so I can feel better about myself and hopefully fix everything that is going wrong in my life. I need to conquer my laziness and procrastination (however it's spelt). I need to conquer my anger and violent streak. I need to do a lot of things. As long as I have Stu's love and support though, I should be able to. Well...enough of the pep talk. Byebye.
Man I do not want to work tonight. My stomach hurts really bad. Mum got this illness first, past it on to Kayla and now me. *Sigh* It sucks. It gives me an excuse to not work so hard though. YAY! I talked to this guy at the post office and he was telling me that the Postal Battery test isn't that hard. You just have to be quick. Since me and Mum are taking a trip to Idaho, I will study on the way there and back. Then I will sign up for the test and hopefully pass it. *crosses fingers* The guy said it's not hard so yeah I will take his word for it. Anyhow, back to my issues. I've been stressing really badly lately. And yeah, it's taking it's effect on my body. I've been suffering from bad headaches and stomach upsets. It sucks really badly. I need to get another job. I'm thinking that if I get the job at the post office, then I am going to quit Baskin Robbins. I don't like it there. Yeah I like working with Sean, Ryan and Abby but that's it really. I like the people but don't like working it. Guess we will see. I might keep it just because it's extra money and that would look better for Stu's immigration.
I really need to sit down and figure everything out...not only spiritually but physically and mentally. I need to make time for this so I can feel better about myself and hopefully fix everything that is going wrong in my life. I need to conquer my laziness and procrastination (however it's spelt). I need to conquer my anger and violent streak. I need to do a lot of things. As long as I have Stu's love and support though, I should be able to. Well...enough of the pep talk. Byebye.