Am I a Loser?
I've been feeling that way lately. I mean...I can't find a full time job, I'm running EXTREMELY low on money and things just don't seem to be working out. I'm not depressed or anything but yeah, just feeling like a piece, you know? It seems like things are going great for Stu and things are falling apart for me. It sucks. I'm trying my damnest to make things work but so far nothing. *Sigh* I just really need to work harder. I'm hoping that things will start to work out for me.
Damn it...I just got called by Kayla which puts me in a bad mood. She got mad because I don't do inventory the same way she does. She's saying that it's supposed to be the way she does it but nobody else does it the way she does...not Martin, Rebecca, or even Doug when he taught me how to do it. Guh! How irritating! Anyhow...so far off to a bad start. Orion is being a little brat and won't share with Kaitlin...the thing with Kayla...I was trying to have a good day too.
Anyhow, Kaitlin was really cute this morning. She woke me up by laying on my head and saying "Momma." She makes me smile. It scary to think at how big she has gotten. Most people think she is older than what she is and are surprised when I tell them. ^_^ She's tall. It's still hard to believe that she talks in sentences now. She still babbles a lot but otherwise yeah. Sometimes I'm the only one who knows what she wants lol. It's cute.
So far things are pretty good with me and Stu. We did have an arguement yesterday but things are okay now. We have this email dnd campaign going. I think he likes it...not too sure though. It's a little difficult to do but hey...it's something right? I'm going to plan a day when I can go to Tammi's for a couple of days so I can play some table-top DnD. I miss it so much. Man...at work I hurt my wrist from scooping. It sucks. I can't wait to learn how to decorate cakes so I don't have to do that anymore. Anyhow...I really don't have anything else to say so...byebye!
Damn it...I just got called by Kayla which puts me in a bad mood. She got mad because I don't do inventory the same way she does. She's saying that it's supposed to be the way she does it but nobody else does it the way she does...not Martin, Rebecca, or even Doug when he taught me how to do it. Guh! How irritating! Anyhow...so far off to a bad start. Orion is being a little brat and won't share with Kaitlin...the thing with Kayla...I was trying to have a good day too.
Anyhow, Kaitlin was really cute this morning. She woke me up by laying on my head and saying "Momma." She makes me smile. It scary to think at how big she has gotten. Most people think she is older than what she is and are surprised when I tell them. ^_^ She's tall. It's still hard to believe that she talks in sentences now. She still babbles a lot but otherwise yeah. Sometimes I'm the only one who knows what she wants lol. It's cute.
So far things are pretty good with me and Stu. We did have an arguement yesterday but things are okay now. We have this email dnd campaign going. I think he likes it...not too sure though. It's a little difficult to do but hey...it's something right? I'm going to plan a day when I can go to Tammi's for a couple of days so I can play some table-top DnD. I miss it so much. Man...at work I hurt my wrist from scooping. It sucks. I can't wait to learn how to decorate cakes so I don't have to do that anymore. Anyhow...I really don't have anything else to say so...byebye!