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glued to old habits, reaching over old bones, old exhibitions of babble for whatever it was i wanted. i've begun thinking of the possibilities. there is so much in reach !!! i am tired of thinking of this coming fall as dismal. i want to suck everything out of whatcouldbe my last year in this town. i am thinking of quitting band, continuing german and starting dutch at uf, getting a job, getting a motor vehicle, & im gonna either completely, drastically change my appearance or tell the mirror to get lost.