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If you don't like depressed rants, then ignore this....
Recently I've felt like I'm not wanted...Like I'm a 5th wheel...only kept around because its normal.
Friends mean everything to me...Losing the ones I have scares the shit out of me.
Its the little things that matter...just being referred to as a friend makes me happy...but when someone I consider a friend overlooks me....it hurts.
I don't know what to do...When things like this happen, I just stay quiet, afraid to say something stupid or make things worse....Because all I ever come up with are sarcastic remarks...
It doesn't help that I can't be happy in my own skin...but then I can't feel happy with the people I consider my friends...
I don't know what the point of this rant was....I guess I'll just go to sleep for work now...
Recently I've felt like I'm not wanted...Like I'm a 5th wheel...only kept around because its normal.
Friends mean everything to me...Losing the ones I have scares the shit out of me.
Its the little things that matter...just being referred to as a friend makes me happy...but when someone I consider a friend overlooks me....it hurts.
I don't know what to do...When things like this happen, I just stay quiet, afraid to say something stupid or make things worse....Because all I ever come up with are sarcastic remarks...
It doesn't help that I can't be happy in my own skin...but then I can't feel happy with the people I consider my friends...
I don't know what the point of this rant was....I guess I'll just go to sleep for work now...