I traded in my nap for a martini.

[arowynian]

So these past couple weeks I've been feeling unusually shitty. Many people have noticed.  Thank you for caring, and I'm sorry that I've been doing so much navel gazing. It's time to think positively and to help others again! I know that this won't be 100% over night, but I'm going to try. I'll be honest, I've been having trouble with the move here. I didn't want to break down, but I did. And the worst part is, I had to do it alone.. again, now that I think about it. I did the same at Mount A. But I didn't have Nick there, so there shouldn't be so much of a problem. And Tristan. He's been kind and supportive, I really do appreciate how he didn't treat me like a pompous airhead. (now he does, but it's all in good jest)

I've been over sleeping lately. I stayed up to 1am both friday and saturday nights. Then I woke up at 1pm both days after. This resulted in my not being able to sleep last night and when I came home to take a nap at 11today, I didn't wake up until 4 minutes before my class started. Yeah, apparently it was obvious as Tristan noted that I had pillow marks still on my face when I got there. How classy. Whatever. When I came home to nap again, I decided that I would just be causing more problems for tonight. THANKFULLY, I don't have to be there in the morning. :D I'll probably be there just because I have to print and mount some projects for thursday. Woot.

Loneliness sucks ass. I'm not good at this.