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whoa, was that my disease or what.
I'll be fine. I'm becoming a whole person. The devil/ill forces WHATEVER, hates that. But I'm going to be just fine. Stronger and stronger each day.
If you email me your address, my friends, I will write to you. I guarantee it. chezpafford@hotmail.com
I owe it to myself to go to treatment. I've come a long way and I have to stand up for myself. Because this disease has taken so much of my LIFE away and I will not stand for it any more. No more of this actress shit. I want to be real. The world has dimmed my light and I will soon shine. Also I will have a huge party when I get back. I don't know when yet. It will celebrate my survival. But it will be filled with life-affirming and creative things. There will be huge canvases that people can paint on. And there will be face paint. Maybe I will rent a pony. And there will be lots of raw food and music. So, I would love to have you there. Anyone who reads this journal.
Love is stronger than pride. wish me luck I love you so.
I'll be fine. I'm becoming a whole person. The devil/ill forces WHATEVER, hates that. But I'm going to be just fine. Stronger and stronger each day.
If you email me your address, my friends, I will write to you. I guarantee it. chezpafford@hotmail.com
I owe it to myself to go to treatment. I've come a long way and I have to stand up for myself. Because this disease has taken so much of my LIFE away and I will not stand for it any more. No more of this actress shit. I want to be real. The world has dimmed my light and I will soon shine. Also I will have a huge party when I get back. I don't know when yet. It will celebrate my survival. But it will be filled with life-affirming and creative things. There will be huge canvases that people can paint on. And there will be face paint. Maybe I will rent a pony. And there will be lots of raw food and music. So, I would love to have you there. Anyone who reads this journal.
Love is stronger than pride. wish me luck I love you so.