Jul 12, 2005 19:18
I'm just too young for this. I do not know my next move. I cannot leave the house. I cannot tell you what it was like holding little Tiara yesterday. I was at least 7 before my mom finally refused to continue rocking me in the rocking chair. I am really great with kids. They love me and my love for some of them is so intense it has kept me up at night. And now I've burned that bridge....................(crycrycrycrycrycry)
I made dean's list last semester. I strived to be the perfect girlfriend. "We try to do extraordinary things to cover up our self-loathing and our shortcomings."
I am crying for Chesleigh.