Blubber Baby

[around_the_dial]

I cried this afternoon, in the middle of writing Chris his letter.

I watched some TV to get my mind off things.

An ad came on for the Marines.

I didn't change the channel.

I cried again.

I don't want him to go.

I'm okay if he's in Japan, I'm okay if he's in Australia.

I'm not okay if he's in Iraq.

And he's going to be.

In March.

For sure.

And I can't really handle that.