"1 more sleeps"
1 more sleep until she is gone... why does this hurt so much? when did i become so attached to her? ... i really wish i could say... attraction and connections to people are so very wierd... i'm not sure at what point it became a relationship... it wasn't supposed to! i've known about this for months... we even discussed things getting more serious and then having to take the 2 month break... i so assume she wants the freedom to fool around while she's away... since she said that i could... several times... i dunno... this relationship has driven me more crazy then any other, but at the same time i want it to work out more then any other... i think i am crazy!