geese
remind me to never use drugs
I screwed up my back and got prescribed muscle relaxers BLA
its been the wierdest weekend ever
I took on yesterday morning then did yoga and felt like I was melting
then I went to the zoo by myself and wondered around for a long time
then I got sooo stoked on life and was painting with these girls that I didnt know and wernt talking to me at all but I was sooo happy and kept smiling when they were talking about punching people for offending their sexuality
then I took it this morning while I was packing to move and must have sat still for 15 minutes watching dust float around in front of sun light
Then I freeked out because I couldnt find tacing paper
and I havnt had any concenpt of time all weekend, or havnt cared enough about time, so I havnt gotten anything done
and now I feel all bummed out cus I said stupid stuff to somone
I mean sure my body felt relaxed but mentally Im so out there, I really dont like this, Im not taking anymore
by the way it feels good getting rid of my stuff