Not good enough

[aronr]

Just when I thought everything would stabilize, I run into tonight. Toga party. Rick's house. Thought everything was gonna be cool. Was it? Yeah, to a point. Then my stupid ass self gets all not-feeling-good-enough for anything and leaves. How is it possible a dude doesn't get anything when the girl/guy ratio is like...3 to 1. Is that even possible? Am I just...missing something? Kinda pisses me off. At myself. And there's nothing worse than being mad at yourself and not being able to do anything about it.

No wonder I turn to drugs.