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*sigh* it kind of seems right now that i cant win for trying by anyone. Im seriously and literally thinking about moving out to california to work after i get my paramedic certification. Ive been kind of thinkin about that off and on since high school and im honestly considering it. Maybe i just need a vacation...or maybe just to see my family for a change.
Today was kind of a weird day. I dont even really know why. Nothing really different happened. I mean I had a fight with my dad, i went to class, i awkwardly saw anna, i ate, i talked to andrea...nothing really out of the ordinary. But still i had this strange feeling all day..like something big was about to happen. I cant really describe it other than to say that i would imagine its the same feeling an ant feels just before someone steps on him. Only maybe not so much a bad feeling...just weird. I dunno. Things with andrea are kinda weird too right now for some reason. I dont know why. I kinda feel like she wants to tell me something but doesnt know how. Something like that.
On a good note-we had spaghetti for dinner...not just any spaghetti...my dads famous spaghetti. Thats pretty much what was good about today. That and the fact that all the bad things that could have happened today didnt. Tomorrow will be better hopefully.
Anyway im off to bed..peace out..
Today was kind of a weird day. I dont even really know why. Nothing really different happened. I mean I had a fight with my dad, i went to class, i awkwardly saw anna, i ate, i talked to andrea...nothing really out of the ordinary. But still i had this strange feeling all day..like something big was about to happen. I cant really describe it other than to say that i would imagine its the same feeling an ant feels just before someone steps on him. Only maybe not so much a bad feeling...just weird. I dunno. Things with andrea are kinda weird too right now for some reason. I dont know why. I kinda feel like she wants to tell me something but doesnt know how. Something like that.
On a good note-we had spaghetti for dinner...not just any spaghetti...my dads famous spaghetti. Thats pretty much what was good about today. That and the fact that all the bad things that could have happened today didnt. Tomorrow will be better hopefully.
Anyway im off to bed..peace out..