So much stress
Ugh. So, I'm sorry, but this post isn't really gonna be too happy. The past month, my life has been fucking FILLED to the rim with stress.
Let us start off with my lovely friend Michelle. We became friends because I heard from another friend of mine that she likes anime and draws in manga style, so we bonded through an anime called Hetalia. Well.
Turns out, she was cool at first, but then she started grabbing my sleeves, holding on my backpack to "steal energy", and wouldn't let me talk to ANYONE else, and would interrupt if I did so. In the end, my mom had to talk to her. The whole taking energy and grabbing my sleeves thing stopped.
But the no-talking-to-anyone-else-thing didn't. I gave her a FUCKING SECOND CHANCE, and here she goes, wasting it. I'm sorry, Michelle, but your jokes are horrible. I'm sorry that all your friends have "abandoned you", but you should've figured out why or at least even have tried to fix your self (which, yes, means taking a shower every other day. I'm sorry, but you honestly smell like old socks.)
I'm tired of your constant talk of anime, Korean dramas, and romance shows. I want to be outgoing and not be a weeaboo/otaku (obsessed with anime). I want to TALK to my crush, I'm really sorry about that.
Anyways, back to the present (sorry for this messy rant :P). My mom is talking to the guidance person at my school to move my seats in a few classes away from her and solve the problem. I've only been moved away from her in one class and it still hasn't been solved, but hey, I'll give the dude some time to fix it.
#2: My ocd, add, 16 year old brother is growing an even more larger dick, which is leading him to acting annoying as hell. He won't stop interrupting anyone in his family when they're talking. He shouts randomly, plays guitar as loudly as he can, and rages on the xbox when he dies. He denies he will be fat, even though he eats calorie-induced snacks every 30 minutes and doesn't bmx anymore. When he's driving and my mom's guiding him, they get into a fight because he believes he's doing the right thing when he isn't. Along with this, he's lying about how often he is smoking and is failing 3 classes. He doesn't care anymore. I'm frightened for my brother's future.
#3 My mom and dad don't love each other anymore. They used to be so close.. it's been going on for a year or two now, but it's eating at me a bit more I guess. And you wanna know the ridiculous reason WHY this happened? My mom didn't wanna have quickies in the bathroom when we were in the living room or awake, and didn't like that he was grabbing her crotch in front of us. So he got pissed off at her and does nothing romantic with her anymore. Only kisses her (an airkiss) when he goes to bed, never holds hands with her. They just act like.. roommates now.
My dad.. he's just a douchebag. He's a nice father, but a douchebag in real life. He ocds about fishing, never lets us watch the tv, ignores my mom, complains about his job constantly, and tries too hard to be funny. He hates gays, blacks, and mexicans with a passion, but denies totally that he's racist or prejudice. If I turned out to be a lesbian, he'd porbably never think of me the same ever again.
Along with this, our house is a trash (and not like a few papers here, a few there. It's HORRIBLE: Wrappers everywhere, forgotten cups on almost every table, my brothers old socks on the floor, papers half covering the whole coffee table, and bins full of papers and food to hide from my brother), and my dad denies (as usual) that he does anything wrong, and can't clean the house because he works.
Is THAT YOUR FUCKING EXCUSE?!
No. IT'S because you've always had someone to clean up for you. Your mom cleaned your room everyday when you wouldn't do it, and now your wife is doing it. My brother won't even join in either, that little selfish fucker. And the best part is:
WE WON'T EVEN MOVE! He's lived in this town ever since he was born, and ever since me and david were born, rich people came in and we've been emotionally hurt at school. He said we would move when my mom was pregnant with me if she had a girl.
Fucking asshole. He makes so many promises (we're gonna go to hawaii! Three years later, I've only been on a vacation in my whole 13 years.), and never accepts them.
And now he's finally said that we're never gonna move. My mom wants to divorce him and said she'll wait till David's out of the house and I'm 18. But now she said she may not be able to wait so long (she was also heavily abused among her deceased brother as a child, and now she's dealing with more: emotional neglect, AKA ABUSE).
Not to mention my mom has to deal with his Alzheimers induced grandpa. Keyword: HIS. She used to (and will have to eventually, since my dad's family sucks asshole.) go there almost every day of the week for about 3 hours to force him to take his pills. He'd go there... hmm, 3 times a week if lucky? He would usually skip 2 days of that or so, leaving her to go there more than she was told to do.
And, my dad also has no manners. My mom bought him a laptop for his birthday that was around 400 bucks (me and my brother said not to do it, but stupid her did.) for him, and I had to REMIND him to say thanks.
Great, now I'm crying. Bye.
Let us start off with my lovely friend Michelle. We became friends because I heard from another friend of mine that she likes anime and draws in manga style, so we bonded through an anime called Hetalia. Well.
Turns out, she was cool at first, but then she started grabbing my sleeves, holding on my backpack to "steal energy", and wouldn't let me talk to ANYONE else, and would interrupt if I did so. In the end, my mom had to talk to her. The whole taking energy and grabbing my sleeves thing stopped.
But the no-talking-to-anyone-else-thing didn't. I gave her a FUCKING SECOND CHANCE, and here she goes, wasting it. I'm sorry, Michelle, but your jokes are horrible. I'm sorry that all your friends have "abandoned you", but you should've figured out why or at least even have tried to fix your self (which, yes, means taking a shower every other day. I'm sorry, but you honestly smell like old socks.)
I'm tired of your constant talk of anime, Korean dramas, and romance shows. I want to be outgoing and not be a weeaboo/otaku (obsessed with anime). I want to TALK to my crush, I'm really sorry about that.
Anyways, back to the present (sorry for this messy rant :P). My mom is talking to the guidance person at my school to move my seats in a few classes away from her and solve the problem. I've only been moved away from her in one class and it still hasn't been solved, but hey, I'll give the dude some time to fix it.
#2: My ocd, add, 16 year old brother is growing an even more larger dick, which is leading him to acting annoying as hell. He won't stop interrupting anyone in his family when they're talking. He shouts randomly, plays guitar as loudly as he can, and rages on the xbox when he dies. He denies he will be fat, even though he eats calorie-induced snacks every 30 minutes and doesn't bmx anymore. When he's driving and my mom's guiding him, they get into a fight because he believes he's doing the right thing when he isn't. Along with this, he's lying about how often he is smoking and is failing 3 classes. He doesn't care anymore. I'm frightened for my brother's future.
#3 My mom and dad don't love each other anymore. They used to be so close.. it's been going on for a year or two now, but it's eating at me a bit more I guess. And you wanna know the ridiculous reason WHY this happened? My mom didn't wanna have quickies in the bathroom when we were in the living room or awake, and didn't like that he was grabbing her crotch in front of us. So he got pissed off at her and does nothing romantic with her anymore. Only kisses her (an airkiss) when he goes to bed, never holds hands with her. They just act like.. roommates now.
My dad.. he's just a douchebag. He's a nice father, but a douchebag in real life. He ocds about fishing, never lets us watch the tv, ignores my mom, complains about his job constantly, and tries too hard to be funny. He hates gays, blacks, and mexicans with a passion, but denies totally that he's racist or prejudice. If I turned out to be a lesbian, he'd porbably never think of me the same ever again.
Along with this, our house is a trash (and not like a few papers here, a few there. It's HORRIBLE: Wrappers everywhere, forgotten cups on almost every table, my brothers old socks on the floor, papers half covering the whole coffee table, and bins full of papers and food to hide from my brother), and my dad denies (as usual) that he does anything wrong, and can't clean the house because he works.
Is THAT YOUR FUCKING EXCUSE?!
No. IT'S because you've always had someone to clean up for you. Your mom cleaned your room everyday when you wouldn't do it, and now your wife is doing it. My brother won't even join in either, that little selfish fucker. And the best part is:
WE WON'T EVEN MOVE! He's lived in this town ever since he was born, and ever since me and david were born, rich people came in and we've been emotionally hurt at school. He said we would move when my mom was pregnant with me if she had a girl.
Fucking asshole. He makes so many promises (we're gonna go to hawaii! Three years later, I've only been on a vacation in my whole 13 years.), and never accepts them.
And now he's finally said that we're never gonna move. My mom wants to divorce him and said she'll wait till David's out of the house and I'm 18. But now she said she may not be able to wait so long (she was also heavily abused among her deceased brother as a child, and now she's dealing with more: emotional neglect, AKA ABUSE).
Not to mention my mom has to deal with his Alzheimers induced grandpa. Keyword: HIS. She used to (and will have to eventually, since my dad's family sucks asshole.) go there almost every day of the week for about 3 hours to force him to take his pills. He'd go there... hmm, 3 times a week if lucky? He would usually skip 2 days of that or so, leaving her to go there more than she was told to do.
And, my dad also has no manners. My mom bought him a laptop for his birthday that was around 400 bucks (me and my brother said not to do it, but stupid her did.) for him, and I had to REMIND him to say thanks.
Great, now I'm crying. Bye.